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Date: Saturday, August 22, 2009
Title: Back in posting... sry people... so long nvr post le... dont even noe wad's wrong wif blogger nowadays.... Yesterday the most embrassing time of my whole life... dont noe hw the teacher from SJAB noe tat i spam people sms... then i got very angry when 1 teacher follow by another teacher... 1 teacher can le wad... dont noe wad the problem... nwadays... dont noe wad's wrong wif me... seems to be very forgetful most of the time... and further more... i felt very empty in my whole entire life... i dont noe if it is true but then all i noe nw is tat i am noy short in anything but love... but nvm... hehes... Yesterday i rysh out all my anger in a very happy manner... hehes... but then i noe it is wrong... the person is the i/c of my squad... but i dont even care abt it... sometimes i wonder alot of things... like... do the training department head... onli favour LCP and tat the PTE are not having any chances... i felt tat the whole world is on the other side... al are against me... i felt like i have no friends... all my real friends are gone forever... leaving me the person living on earth... even there are still people... they are all against me... No 1 in the world cares abt me... I have learn sth from the 'reco' team... "life was a struggle, bitter and hard"... this line was very well said... I 100% tat tis is happening to me rite nw... no 1 in the right mind will nw be my friends... i have been left alone in this world... even when i am young... i could still remember the times tat i was scared... tat time was the worst time alr... i dont wish to have history been repeated again... I was very scared tat poeple will scream at my face... I can still remember there was once... I was onli 3 year-old then... studying at the child care school and eating there... My life was a miserable... I could not eat and sleep tat time... everytime after school... my god mother will come fetch me to her house... everytime wifout fail... i will always sit at the door waiting for my parents to fetch me together... but everytime... it was my father who fetch me... i onli happen to see my mother onli abt 3 times a month... tat time my mother was working 2 jobs... 1 at a factory... another was at mac... her working hrs were nearly 21 hrs a day... and everytime i wake up in the morning... my mother will have gone to work alr... there for... my life was not good... people at school were laughing at me as my mother had not fetch me from school be4... by the time i was pri 1... my health got very weak and i was often absent from school... my mother scarify her job to take care of me... under her stirct orders... my health eventually grew stronger therefore my life got better... therefore for nw i will stop here... i will contiue the next time i post... Labels: A boy whom lost love |