haiss...
sianx...
me very heart pain...
all of a sudden...
i dun noe why...
maybe cos of tat thing...
me really dun noe wad happen...
i noe is me... nvm...
i am used to be alone...
but i scared of 1 thing...
i onli scare tat person will get cheat...
me dun wan to disturb her but then somehow i dunno why i really wan sms her leh...
haiss...
nvm...
i am always alone...
today wan go service but then no time go...
my gan stead very disappointed though...
but then even if i go...
no 1 pei me loh...
cos yuwen rachel and the rest oso nvr go wad...
hahax...
so ya... maybe going next week...
see how ba...
came back from hospital...
the doc tell me tat i cant be too emoitional...
but then today i was too emotional...
nvm...
life has to be like tat...
if not life will not interesting...
haiss... expected tat i will go hospital again...
she like another guy euu noe...
after all i do to change for her... it was to no avail...
i was really very upset...
i wish tat i will jux go and die nw... and everything will be settle...
me miss those times...
go hospital then go loh...
onli the most die wad...
wad can be worst than tat...
since tat no 1 wan me le...
i should jux go and die...
i wan go back hospital...
i dun wan live le...
me really dunno wad happen to me...
me change so much but then oso no use de loh...
haiss...
maybe cos i am stupid and ****ing irritating...
haiss...
wish i gt a shoulder to lean against...
dunno who to talk to...
my life sucks...
me health is disgusting...
me de life oso same...
nvm...
after all my promise are done then i will go die maybe...