haiss...
nw i noe wad is the meaning for true feelings...
but then nvm...
nw mother nagging and nagging...
haiss...
gt stead oso nag...
no stead oso nag...
wad to do...
they are like tat...
looking forward to holiday...
maybe going for chalet...
telling father is friend de...
hahax...
then try to get my friend to help me loh...
hahax...
nw nth to do...
me really miss euu...
i noe euu still love me...
but cos of euu dun wan me get scolded from parents...
euu have chosen to give up...
but euu dun remember wad i tell euu le meh...
i dun wan care abt them... euu noe why?
cos it is my life to live not theirs...
who cares abt them...
me will try alot of ways to change my mother mind...
nw mother keep saying abt my health who will wan me de...
haiss...
but little did she noe...
my health was not a mystery to her...
i have told her alr...
but she nvr leave me when i told her...
me wan euu...
medun wan euu sad...
if euu trying to lie to me...
then i noe it...
but i am really afraid tat sth will happen...
nvm...
is euu giving mani excuse not to talk to me...
or the things euu tell me are true...
so ya...
i will try to believe...
wad i promise might to be everything i can do...
especially the last promise tat i made to euu...
i dunno whether i will be able to find 1 more...
after all the pain i recieve...
i am not blaming euu for tis...
i am balming my parents all abt tis...
when euu see tis post...
me wan to remind euu abt sth...
i still l**e euu de...
haiss... ppl who pass by pls tell me wad should i do...