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The love for her~
Still her
and her


Date: Sunday, April 18, 2010
Title:

Things are beginning to get worst for me...
I love to make things right for everyone...
But everyone make it sounds like everything is also my fault...
i dunno what to do...
I feel tat i shouldnt be in tis world at all...
How i wish i could be erase in everyone memories...
Why mux everything my fault...
If euu wish to slap me...
Do it!
Euu noe why?
Cos i think i am idiot loh...
I dun think i am good enough to live in this world at all...
i wan to kill myself...
SOMEONE PLS RUN A KNIFE THROUGH ME! I DUN WAN TO LIFE....
Lucky onli my darling mei understand wad i mean...
But why everyone oso sae forget abt her...
it's not as easy as wad euu think ok...
i feel tat i am a bastard...
i have kill mani ppl feelings...
Ah tan...
terribly sry... i cant make things rite at all...
Wad if thing get more worst...
i cant wait for euu... i wan kill myself...
Why do i keep have tis feeling to look into ur eyes...
=.=