It's been so long since i update my blog...
I'm so sick that even when i type...
i type like 1 stupid idiot like tat...
audi cant even plae for so mani days...
haiss...
been thinking abt that person since the day...
i dunno why...
i think my wound still still over there and yet not been close...
sometimes i wonder why is love so hard...
if was not for that guy...
i wont be so miserable...
I HATE EUU AND THAT GUY ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!learning to forgive and forget is wad i learn...
sometimes...
i feel tat i am not myself anymore...
i feel i am not wanted in tis world...
i feel...
everything have change for the worst...
from the day i wish to leave it in my friends hand...
if i nvr plae audi...
nothing will happen...
why did i plae tat day...
why???
why???
T.T
no matter how misserable i am not...
nth can help me back and go onto my tracks...
i wish to burn the photo that we have taken but i couldnt bring myself to do it...
by finding a replacement onli hurts my heart even worst...
T.T
i have been living in a fake world where everyone thinks i am ok...
but the truth is tat i have not gotten over the matter up to today...
i jux wish not to do anything... really... i dunno why...