like the last post i am sitting in the hub counter... many things have happen recent... way too much for me to even handle... why? why is my life so hard? just be cause i deserve this? i may deserve this but not to this certain extend... hais... i am not intending for her to understand how i feel i guess.. cos i think is rlly pointless... she will nvr like me one... confirm... cos i know she like another guy alot... mama told me to try and ask her... but i told her no need... cos i see no point.. cos i am rarely talking to her... and even if she were to really accept me... she will have a hard time... and that is sth i dw it to happen... well... all i can do now is to watch over u... from behind the curtain... what i really wan to archive is to rlly make people forget.. well nbm.. forget it... i guess it is impossible... cos i will never be able to make it happen.. espically not her... i wanna change... but i am scare sth will happen... will history report itself again? no matter what... i will work hard... more patient, less guailan, act properly.. stop giving excuses... i really love u alot... can u please give me a chance to prove myself...

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~Posted By PinkMonster~